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Jun. 1st, 2009

Fairies

Fairies

At the bottom of the garden lies a stream;

If you look closely enough;

Beyond the world of reason;

Beyond the world of reality;

And into the world of fairytale and make believe;

Fairies play amongst themselves;

Playing games;

Being free;

Living without consequence;

Without fear;

Without hate;

Happy to be themselves;

A one with nature;

And if you believe;

They’ll let you play in their world;

All you have to do is open your eyes;

Forget reality and believe;

For there exists a world that’s made of fairies, unicorns, goblins, wizards and all things magical;

All you have to do is believe.


May. 26th, 2009

Dreams

Dreams

 

Eyes close, breathing softens

As the world around you carries on,

As you enter the world of dreams,

Where fairies and unicorns roam,

With goblins and wizards,

A world of wonderment,

That’s out of reality,

Where one can escape,

From the pressure of life, family and loves,

For to dream in the world of fantasy is an escape,

Another life to live,

Full of excitement and happiness,

For the world of dream is sacred,

When you wake,

With a smile on your lips,

You remember your other life,

And you know it will always be waiting,

At the end of the day,

Eyes close, breathing softens,

The dream world awaits.


Nov. 25th, 2008

Different "Romantic Scene" For Stargate SG-1 Third movie

Different “Romantic Scene” For Stargate SG-1

I imagine this scene to be near the end of the movie.  A perfect ending too!!

Jack walked through the front door.  The flight had been delayed, which was not what he wanted.  He’d had meetings all day with bureaucratic politicians, no lunch and a late finish.  When he’d finally finished he’d gotten to the airport to find the plane to Colorado had been delayed for two hours.  Sam wasn’t happy when Jack had called her.  This time they’d been apart too long.  But he couldn’t do anything about the situation.  So he’d told Sam not to wait up for him, he had his key with him, he’d let himself into the house.

As Jack shuffled up the stairs, he couldn’t help but think how life had turned out for him.  Here he was, after losing his first child and marriage consequently crumbling; happily married to the love of his life after eight years of rules and regulations of the air force.  His best friends, Teal’c and Daniel; happy with their respective loves.  Cassie was at college and thriving after losing her mother.  She’d struggled at first, but with Sam’s love and attention Cassie had become her own person.

Jack entered their room, he looked towards the bed and saw Sam’s sleeping frame.  Oh, how he’d missed her.  His wife; his love; his soul mate; his best friend and his life.  He quickly stripped down to his boxers and joined his wife in bed.  Sam stirred but didn’t wake.  Jack snuggled up to her and just enjoyed being with his wife again. 

“I love you Jack” she breathed.

“I love you too Sam”

Jack was home and life was never better.  He thanked God that he got a second chance at life.


Oct. 14th, 2008

Search & Rescue Tag

I don't own Stargate SG-1 or Atlantis, or the characters.  If I did, Sam & Jack would've married YEARS ago.

SEARCH & RESCUE TAG

He saw her face fall.  Disappointment was all he saw.  Woolsey was taking her job & all he could do was watch.  Jack felt so helpless.  He had so much power, yet he could do nothing to stop the I.O.A & their decisions.

Sam was amazed that this was happening to her.  A year she had devoted to Atlantis.  Loved & cherished the city & its people.  And now everything she’d worked hard for were being savagely ripped out from underneath her.

She looked up & saw his brown eyes looking back.  He took her breath away every time she saw his eyes.  Sam truly does love Jack & she knew he was feeling helpless.

Woolsey looked smug.  A little too smug.  Sam didn’t care, she knew it would take him a while to gain the Atlantis’ teams trust.  At that thought she smiled.  Oh yes, Woolsey was going to get a shock.

 

But now she was home, Sam knew it was important to make up for lost time.  Tomorrow she will be joining Jack & the rest of SG-1 for the Goa’uld extraction ceremony on the new Tok’ra homeworld.  They’d finally captured Ba’al & his clones; the system lords are no more.  The only real threat is the Wraith.

Sam could feel the weight of the rings on her chain.  She just wanted to put them back on where they belong.  She looked up at Jack & smiled.  Maybe it wasn’t a bad thing that Woolsey was going to Atlantis.  She has a life to get back to.

Jack knew what she was thinking.  He knew she’d feel guilty about the team on Atlantis.  Then she’d be thinking about them & how she actually doesn’t mind Woolsey taking over.  She has a life with Jack.

After eight years of waiting, it took Jacob dying for both of them to give in to their feelings.  They’d married at Jack’s cabin with Daniel, Teal’c, Cassie & General Hammond in attendance.  That’s how they both wanted it.  After everything they’d been through a large ceremony didn’t matter.

So here they are, three years later, happily married.  Lately Jack had talked with Sam about retiring again.  They knew they wanted a family, & with the way things had turned out with Charlie, Jack didn’t want to miss anything during his second chance at happiness.  He was getting older, & he’d much rather spend his days with Sam & fishing.

Sam was watching him with a bemused expression on her face.  He hadn’t heard her come up from the Gateroom.  He was obviously thinking; something Jack insisted he never did.  He still didn’t look up when she went to stand beside him.  Only when she cleared her throat did he look up.  Brown eyes met blue.  It was good to be home.


Sep. 25th, 2008

April 11th 2008 – 11.50pm

Silence. Smoke. All I could hear and see as I opened my eyes. As if the world had stopped. Relief that I had survived, then horror as realization hit me like a wall at what had just happened. I tried to miss, to get out of her way, to save us both. To no avail. We hit. Hard. Then my life crumbled. Head throbbing, face so sore. I couldn’t move as she opened the door. I was in seering pain. Everything hurt. Every breath, every movment. I reached for my phone, devastated. I didn’t tell them the truth, I was more worried about my car. Funny, that when it comes down to it I was more worried about how my car would get out of this in one piece. Engine gone, shunted back to the steering wheel. I knew as soon as we hit she wouldn’t get out of this one.
 
Help arrived. It was his birthday. He made me smile. Thanks for being a knight in shinning armour. Mum and Dad. They got a shock when they drove round the corner. They weren’t quite expecting carnage. They expected to find me in a ditch. Not in agony in what was hell. Stay awake. But I was so tired. If I fell asleep now would I wake up from this nightmare?? No-one will let me sleep. I want to wake up now.
 
Then those fateful words. “We’ll have to cut you out.” No! Please get me out but save my car! I love my car!! Tears. Tears of devastation, horror, death. How could my parents look at me calmly? They say I’m brave but inside I’m breaking. I can’t keep going. 
 
Smash; one window. Smash; another window. Smash; and another. Smash; and another. Is it over yet? No.  Crack, crack, crack, crack. There goes the frame. As I’m uncovered I see my cars roof snap like a twig. Then I can feel light on my face from the flood lights. It’s not over yet. Breathe, breathe. I struggle even though I have a oxygen mask on my face. Please can I wake up now??? I’m still in tears.
 
They get me out. I’m high on adrenalin now. It doesn’t feel real. Now I feel like I’m floating watching it happen to someone else. I don’t know how to act now. All these people for me? Fire, ambulance, doctor, police. I’m forever grateful to you all.
 
At hospital I feel strange, in a lot of pain. I have a needle sticking out of my arm, please get it out. Before I scratch it out. Relieve. It’s over. How was I supposed to know it was just beginning.
 
Six months later I sit here writing this as I struggle to come to terms with what happened that night. I see it everytime I sleep, everytime my mind wanders. There are questions, regrets and what ifs. I know that night could’ve been worse. I tried to avoid her, thus saving her from serious injury, or death. In saving her I couldn’t save myself. I wish she had suffered too. Am I worng in thinking that? If she knew what I was going through, maybe, just maybe, she’d think differently.
 
I’m a different person now. I’m a different driver too. I’m now a nervous one. Especially when passing the turning. I can’t avoid where it took place, if I did, I would never leave my house. I knew I had to drive again. But my fear now is it happening again.  There have been a couple of times where I was close. Why won’t people look? How can they not realise that not looking hurts people?
 
But I can’t do anything about other people. I need to concentrate on me. Everyone says I should get over the accident. I wasn’t too badly injured. Move on.   Get over it. Life keeps going. Move on. Move on. I can’t. It haunts me. My life isn’t so great anymore. I try to keep going. Things get worse. I finally go to the doctor. What’s wrong with me? My chest is healing, my body’s going back to normal. But why do I feel this way? Haunted by a car accident.
 
I get answers. What I’m going through is normal for the trauma I experienced. I can get help. Help to get my life back. Help to move on. Inside I’m jumping for joy!! Someone understands. Knows why I’m feeling this way. Someone willing to help me. There’s hope, and I can finally see light at the end of the tunnel. I’m on a path back to being me. Me, it would be nice to be me again. Time is what I need now. Time I have. Time.

Aug. 28th, 2008

Darkness


I wrote this on a whim.  It's completely random, but it kind of make sense to me.


DARKNESS

 

Silence.  No wind, no rain, no rustling, no sound at all.  Nothing but dreams and nightmares.  In this world nightmares break people.  They destroy them.  Beasts, goblins, vampires, devils, but most of all fear.  A fear of the darkness beyond life and death itself.

Black everywhere you turn, to your left, to your right behind you, infront of you.  Then it begins.  The darkness engulfs you.  From the putside in.  Crushing.  Suffocating.  Deathly. Fear.  But as your eyes search for more, there’s a glimer of something.  Of what, you’re not quite sure.  But it gives you hope.  Hope that you can survive the darkness and live.  You blink once, then again.  It’s still there; that glimer.

As you get closer to the glimer, you realise it’s not what you expected.  Dew drops are glittering in something.  The thorns are as sharp as a needle; the petals soft and smooth like silk, the colour as vibrant as your blood; and yet the fragrance is nothing you’ve smelt before.

Suddenly you begin to feel.  A breeze.  And as quickly as you arrived; you’re in the real world again.  Was it a dream? A nightmare? Or reality?  You think you will never know, but deep down, you know you’ll be back to this place.  This darkness.

Walk Of Life Series - Pretty Girl

Summary:  I introduce my first series Walk Of Life.   I'm basing this series around Zac & Nikki's life, from their meeting to their deaths.  Vanessa is a main character in the story also as she plays an important part in how Zac & Nikki get together.  But she's not going to come off nicely.  Sorry, but it's how I see her acting.  Anyway, enjoy and let me know what you all think!!

PRETTY GIRL

 

Next to the pillow.  That’s where she found it.  On a piece of paper with a rose.  Words of promise, love and a future from him.  Her love, her life, her everything.

 

I get that feeling

From the look in your eyes

That our true love

Will never die

Our love feels so true

Say you love me]

I love you

Pretty Girl

Marry me?

 

From that moment on nothing mattered but their love.  Could life be more perfect?

Zac knew that he wanted to bend down on one knee to ask her to marry him.  But this was just the beginning of an amazing day.

Zac watched Nikki read the note from the lounge.  The look of shock as she read the last line, then she was overcome with complete happiness and joy.  Nikk saw Zac and went straight over to him and hugged him.  But before Nikki could answer Zac’s question he told her to wait until the end of the day.  There was plenty more to come.  Zac told Nikki to change into something wam, as it was cold Christmas in New York.

They would start the day with a horse drawn carriage ride round Central Park.  Next they had lunch at one of their favourite restaurants.  For the rest of the afternoon Zac and Nikki went to each place that was special to them and had significant meaning.  Nikki couldn’t believe that Zac had planned the most amazing day, and just to propose as well!!

They arrived home late afternoon, but the day had still not finished yet.  Zac told Nikki to change, as she walked into their room she saw the most amazing red dress that shimmered in the light.  When she had changed Zac greeted her with a smile.  Nikki looked truly amazing, Zac was so lucky.

As they made their way out of the flat and into the elevator Nikki wandered where they were going next.  What else could complete this day?  While these thoughts were going through her mind, Nikki didn’t realise that they were going up, instaed of down.

Once the doors had opened Nikki caught her breath.  Never would she of imagined that a roof could look quite so amazing.  There were fairy lights on all of the walls, all the dorrs, hung on trees, all surfaces.  Flowers were stratigically placed amoung the rooftop, petals scattered on the floor with tea light candles flickering.

By watching Nikki’s face, Zac knew he had impressed her.  So Zac got down on one knee and prepared to ask her to spend the rest of her life with him.

 

Jul. 13th, 2008

Tallulah Rose

This is dedicated to Stace (MissTeenageHairspray) in loving memory of her daughter Tallulah Rose.

Tallulah Rose

There was a girl with hair as blonde as the sun and a smile as bright as the evening stars.  Her name was Tallulah Rose.  And she was a heroine.  She fought til her last days.  But a heroine will always be remembered.  Even after death.
 
Just look at the sun, the stars, the bright flowers; and there Tallulah will be, watching, wondering, as life goes on with her memories.
 
Every step you take, every breath you breathe.  She will be watching, through the eyes of the world.  Tallulah Rose, the girl with hair as blonde as the sun and a smile as bright as the evening stars.
 

Jul. 9th, 2008

Walk Of Life Series - Young Love

Summary:  I introduce my first series Walk Of Life.   I'm basing this series around Zac & Nikki's life, from their meeting to their deaths.  Vanessa is a main character in the story also as she plays an important part in how Zac & Nikki get together.  But she's not going to come off nicely.  Sorry, but it's how I see her acting.  Anyway, enjoy and let me know what you all think!!

Young Love

They were walking along the beach.  Hands entwined.  Golden sand surrounding them.  A couple in comfortable silence.  No fans, no photographers and no other soul.  Just them.  They slipped out.  Three words that she had been longing to hear.

"I love you"

He didn't regret those words.  He meant them with every fiber of his being.  He had never been truly happy before he met Nikki.  Not even with her.

That was the time when he didn't know what he wanted.  It was a time in his life when everything was coming together.  Or so he thought.  His career had never been so good.  He was getting the roles he wanted.  He was loved all over the world.  And he had a girlfriend he thought he loved.  Little did he know he was being used and was to come back down to earth with a huge crash.  How naive he was.

When Zac took Nikki's hand while walking out of Vanessa's house, he had never felt so free.  And being with Nikki was so right.  It took them a while to get where they are today.  Zac knew he had to show Nikki that she could trust him after everything had happened.

Only then did he realise what hw had on front of him.  The love of his life in the form of his best friend.  So here they were six months later.  He'd finally told her what he had wanted to say the day they first met on the set of Hairspray.

Nikki smiled up at him, deep into his ocean blue eyes.  Seeing love, adoration, happiness, contentment and a future.  Not just her future but their future.  Zac and Nikki's future.

Jun. 27th, 2008

Walk Of Life Series - The Truth

 Summary:  I introduce my first series Walk Of Life.   I'm basing this series around Zac & Nikki's life, from their meeting to their deaths.  Vanessa is a main character in the story also as she plays an important part in how Zac & Nikki get together.  But she's not going to come off nicely.  Sorry, but it's how I see her acting.  Anyway, enjoy and let me know what you all think!!
To my twin Becky, thanks for the inspiration and help.  Hope you like it!!!

The Truth

Nikki knew as soon as she saw Vanessa that she had something to do with wrecking her career.  She wasn't a paranoid person, but when Nikki started questioning the shedules that she was getting with those of the film crew's, she knew something was wrong.

When Nikki found out she had landed a part on a low budget movie with Vanessa, everything clicked into place.  The e-mails from Zac leading to their argument a few months ago, to the wrong schedules for the movies Nikk had been working on.  Then did she do some snooping around.

So here she was, Nikki Blonsky, sitting on the doorstep looking straight  into the eyes of a very nervous Vanessa Hudegns.

Vanessa knew she was in trouble.  Nikki had obviously been sooping around.  She just couldn't help herself could she? Oh well, Vanessa would convince Nikki it was all in her head. She's worthless anyway.

One thing Vanessa didn't count on was Zac turning up.  Blue eyes met brown, and brown eyes met brown.

Zac couldn't believe his eyes when he turned up at Vanessa's.  There on her doorstep was Nikki, looking very pissed off.  The sudden wave of feelings that hit Zac was so powerful, he froze.  Zac knew that no matter the outcome of today, Nikki was going to be in his life.  They were meant to be together.

Vanessa got out of her car and looked at Zac, then approached Nikki.  Anger overwhelmed NIkki and she slapped Vanessa hard across the face.  Nikki wonders what she's turned into.  Has life turned her into a monster?  Nikki needs to know why Vanessa hates her so much.  Why destroy her? Why destroy Zac?

Vanessa, still reeling from the slap, walks into the house closely followed by Nikki and Zac.  All of a sudden Nikki launches a barrage of questions at Vanessa.  Vanessa decides then to show them what she's really like.  It's one of the worst decisions of her life.

Zac can't believe what he's hearing.  Is Vanessa really this cold?  How he'd been so wrong.  Vanessa planted the e-mails which lead up to Zac and Nikki's argument.  She'd destroyed their friendship.  Next was Nikki's career Vanessa was out to ruin.  The reason?  Because Nikki was a threat, and also because she wasn't perfect like Vanessa.  And Zac doesn't belong with Nikki, he belongs with Vanessa.

Nikki looked at Zac with disbelief.  How could anyone be this heartless? Nikki said four words "You belong together Zac".  When she looked at Zac, Nikki immediatley regretted saying them.  There was something different about Zac; a sudden realisation. 

Zac looked at Vanessa, with a smug look on her face.  Like she had won the prize which was him.  All of a sudden Zac says what he's been wanting to say for a long time.  How could he love anyone so heartless and cold?

With that Vanessa slpas him across the face.  How dare he say that.  Vanessa just looks at him, he has a determined look on his face.  He walks straight past Vanessa, grabs Nikki's hand, they walk out of the door and out of Vanessa's life.

Jun. 26th, 2008

A Drabble

I  wrote this for my brother and his fiance because they were feeling a bit low.  It didn't take long but it's how I see their realtionship, I just made sound more like a fairytale!!

Two lovers side by side, together. Watching the hue of the sun set. Lost to the world. In love. No matter what. But this is not just any love the couple share. It's an unconditional love. A love that others can only dream of. She is his Cinderella and he is her Prince.

It took them a while to get where they are. Different lives. Different loves. But nothing felt right until the day they met. Both worlds collided. Happiness and contentment were felt between the two.

True happiness was felt when they danced. They danced all hours together. Skipping, turning, gliding, and dancing to the same tune. Two souls united as one. Through sickness, health, for richer and poorer. Together, forever, as one.
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Jun. 25th, 2008

Walk Of Life Series - Looks Can Be Deceiving

Summary:  I introduce my first series Walk Of Life.   I'm basing this series around Zac & Nikki's life, from their meeting to their deaths.  Vanessa is a main character in the story also as she plays an important part in how Zac & Nikki get together.  But she's not going to come off nicely.  Sorry, but it's how I see her acting.  Anyway, enjoy and let me know what you all think!!

Looks Can Be Decieving

Soon it would bve time to put her plan into action.  Vanessa was certain it would work.  She would get Zac back and ruin that bitch Nikki Blonsky.

Vanessa knew the perfect way to start her plan.  She knew Zac's password for his e-mail.  She would send Nikki horrible e-mails claiming to be Zac.  Yes, that was the perfect way to ruin Nikki's life and confidence.  Vanessa would make fun of Nikki's weight, claim that Zac never saw Nikki as anything more than a fling.

It had been a month since Vanessa started sending the e-mails to Nikki.  The distance between Nikki and Zac was large.  Vanessa was sure that she'd not only ruined their relationship but the friendship they shared.  The next step was to ruin Nikki's career, get her out of the picture all together.

For step two Vanessa hired a private investigator.  She had bribed him with a lot of money to make sure Nikki would always be late to work, she would get a differentshedule to the film crew and other actors.   This happened on every film, Nikki eventually had a hard time finding any work.

Vanessa smiled.  Oh her plan was working.  Or so she thought.  The next film NIkki had managed to get a role in happened to be the same film as Vanessa.

Nikki knew someone was trying to ruin her.  She had lost her best friend and one love who she thought loved her back.  But from the e-mails she had recieved from Zac told her otherwise.  It had gotten to a point where Nikki and Zac had a huge argument and they hadn't spoken in months.  Now someone was trying to wreck her career.  She was arriving late to to set and it had gotten to a point where the only work Nikki could find was on a low budget movie.

Vanessa was getting anxious.  In a couple of days she would start filming her next movie.  With Nikki.  She had to be careful, or her plan to ruin Nikki wouldn't work.  There was a problem.  Zac knew Nikki was going to be working on the movie, Vanessa was sure Zac would try to confront Nikki about the argument.  Vanessa had to try and stop Zac from making a complete fool out of himself.  How would he look to the public, how would Vanessa look?  She couldn't have that, she was Vanessa Hudgens the envy of all teeny boppers, because she was one half on Zanessa.

It had been a few weeks since filming had started.  Vanessa had managed to keep Zac away from Nikki, but she didn't know how much longer it would stay that way.  Vanessa wanted the plan to go without mishap.  Something had to happen eventually.  Nothing ran this smoothly for Vanessa.  It was too perfect.

Five weeks into filming Vanessa came home to find a fuming Nikki on her doorstep.

Jun. 18th, 2008

Fan Forum

I'm a regular on fanforum.com, I've been on since March 2008, and what a ride it's been!! We've reached 300 thread on the Zac Efron board, in particular the Zac & Nikki thread.  I've made such amazing friends, and my name twin Becky, she just rocks!!!  But they've also helped me through a tough time I've had of late.  They truly are my second family, and I never thought I would make such great friends at the forum!!  So here's my dedication to them.

 

Becky

My name twin.  Thank you for all of your support, you make me smile when I'm feeling low, you let me rant when I'm feeling down.  And you love me for me, for that I thank you.  I promise twinny I won't change!!

Dave

Though I'm still getting to know you, you are an amzing guy, funny, laughable.  You're just you.  And we all love you for it.

Sher

You are an amzing writer, I aspire to be as good as you one day with my writing.  You're so nice to me, supportive too.  I thank you and love you.

Irish

Irish!!!!!!!!!!!  What can I say?? You're a complete riot. The way you see things is just funny and so enlightening, I love you girl!! Peace to the Irish!!!

Az

You're such a sweetheart!! And you're so outgoing!! Thank you for accepting me with open arms!!

Emery

You are just brilliant!!!!  Down to earth, happy, bubbly, and you're you!!!! Thank you for making me smile!!

Melissa

You've become such a huge member of my second family, I love reading your posts on FF and Shadow, they make me laugh and smile!!

Bev

You make me smile.  You are such an amzing person and it shines through your writing.  You are the Queen Zikki and Fate!!  I love you!!

To Everyone Else

Lanie, Magz, Kayla, Jess, Lo, Ley, Kay, Nonna, Chrisit, Jen, Tracy, Sasha, Camille, Anna, Claire, Ashly, Kent, Lisa, Mei, The Detention Kids, Jen - I love you all.  Thank you for being my second family.

I dedicate this to all of you:-

Atomic Kitten - Someone Like Me

Don't let your head rule you heart
Don't let your world be torn apart
Don't keep it all to yourself
Just let all your emotions run free with someone like me
That's the way it should be
Someone like me

I know Its hard when you're feeling down
To lift your feet up off the ground
We make mistakes but doesn't everybody
You don't always have to agree with someone like me
That's the way it should be
Someone like me

We know the story so far (what you want and who you are)
What you want and who you are (Free)
Let all your emotions run free
You don't always have to agree
With someone like me
That's the way it should be
Someone like me
Someone like me

May. 28th, 2008

Walk Of Life Series - Deception

Summary:  I introduce my first series Walk Of Life.   I'm basing this series around Zac & Nikki's life, from their meeting to their deaths.  Vanessa is a main character in the story also as she plays an important part in how Zac & Nikki get together.  But she's not going to come off nicely.  Sorry, but it's how I see her acting.  Anyway, enjoy and let me know what you all think!!

Deception

Nikki knew it would happen.  But the photos just added insult to injury.  She knew Zac loved her, but he just couldn't let go of Vanessa.  Not yet.  His contract wouldn't allow let him be his own person.  When Zac went to Hawaii, he & Vanessa had just gotten back together.  Then Disney found out.  So instead of not agreeing with their romance, Disney turned it into a business deal.  Zac & Vanessa would stay as a couple until HSM3 was over.  Nikki didn't like it.  This wasn't the Zac Efron she'd come to know and love.

And even after Vanessa had taken "those" photos, Disney couldn't let their stars split up.  Much to Nikki's dismay, Zac stayed with Vanessa, but not out of love.  He stayed with her because of his obligation to Disney & his fans.  and yet Nikki never said anything, she was trying to do the right thing.

Now here she was, staring at the photos from the latest Jazz game.  Vanessa & Zac kissing.  She was expecting it.  They were filming HSM3 together.  But she didn't expect her heart to break.  The man she had been in love with for over two years & her best friend, was kissing another woman.  Not just any other woman, Vanessa.  The two of them didn't get on.  Nikki tried to see the good in her, but Nikki  couldn't.  The way Vanessa would treat her when Nikki was with Zac.  Vanessa knew Nikki was a threat & she was prepared to kill the threat.

And boy did Vanessa try.  Everytime Zac & Vanessa split up, Vanessa would feed seed of doubt into both Nikki & Zac.  "The only reason Zac would go to Nikki was out of fear.  Fear of commitment to Vanessa" she say.  And Nikki would always accept him with open arms because she knew no man like Zac would ever look at her in any other than friends.  

Nikki knew Vanessa had a plan, but she didn't know what it was.  As time went on Nikki became a colder person, she would always try to keep Zac at a distance but he would always end up back in her heart.

Then one day it all came to a head, when the filming of HSM 3 had ended Zac knew his contract was about to end - no more Vanessa - no more lies.  He would be free to love his Nikki B.

Now was the time for Vanessa to set her plan in motion.  She wasn't going to loose Zac, not after being with him made her so famous.  No, she would keep him, for life and she would ruin Nikki's career.

May. 16th, 2008

Walk Of Life Series - First Impressions

Summary:  I introduce my first series Walk Of Life.   I'm basing this series around Zac & Nikki's life, from their meeting to their deaths.  Vanessa is a main character in the story also as she plays an important part in how Zac & Nikki get together.  But she's not going to come off nicely.  Sorry, but it's how I see her acting.  Anyway, enjoy and let me know what you all think!!

First Impressions

He knew as soon as he saw her.  That first day reading through the script of Hairspray.  He knew that she was going to be in his life until he took his last breath.

She walked into the room with so much confidence he was blown away.  She mesmerised him.  Brown eyes met blue.  She was nervous, but tried not to show it.  Nikke wanted everyone to know that she deserved this role, even though she wouls be acting with some of the best.

Zac looked up as he heard John Travolta say to Nikki "Come to Mama".  He watched in awe as Nikki did just that.  She hugged her "mama".  Nikki couldn't believe this was happening.  Then she caught Zac staring at her again.  She felt something, a feeling she'd never felt before.  Nikki couldn't explain it, not yet.

He couldn't help but smile.  Zac knew then that he was going to enjoy making this film.  It was a completely different league compared to HSM.  And boy was he ready for the ride.

It felt like it was yesterday.  That first meeting.  Had it really been six months since they started Hairspray?  Zac didn't  want to believe it.  Tomorrow he was going back home.  Home.  Los Angeles is not his home anymore, Zac thought.  Toronto is.  This amazing place where he really started to live.  Where he had just had the time of his life.

"Zac? Earth to Zac!!"  Nikki pulled him out of his daydream.  Nikki.  This wonderful amazing woman.  He has been on a wonderful ride with his Nikki B.  Zac was not looking forward to going back to to LA.  Back to her.  Vanessa.  And back to his other life.

Not wanting to spoil the moment, Zac pushed all his thoughts about "home" out of his head.  He didn't want to think about that now.  Looking down at the woman embraced in his arms he smiled.  Yes, what a journey he'd been on.  But Zac knew the best was yet to come.

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May. 9th, 2008

My Car Accident



 Sorry about the editing, this came straight off my MySpace Blog.

As you've all noticed I've put some photos up of my car accident. I'm putting these photos up because I want everyone to see what happens when you don't pay attention when pulling out of junctions.  I'm doing this aslo to help healing psychologically.  I keep thinking I shouldn't be walking around.  This is a reminder to me of just how lucky I am.  You can read it, but you don't have to read it.  It's up to you.

 I ended up the victim in an accident where the other driver shouldn't be alive and I should be seriously injured.  We were both very lucky.  The other driver walked away with no injuries, and I with minor injuries.  Mine are mainly to do with the whole sudden stopping of the car. But I may have also fractured my sternum.  I am recovering but it's taking time.  Longer than a few weeks, it make take months.  But I will recover. 

 I am very grateful to the Emergency Services. They kept me sane while going through a traumatic time, a situation I never wish to go through again.  Being pinned to the seat by paramedics while my car was being cut to get me out was very surreal.  I felt like I wasn't really there, like I was floating on a cloud. You don't expect to be the one with the neck brace and oxygen mask on while being cut out of your car. I am thankful that both me and the other driver are safe.  Both cars were written off.

So please pay more attention when you're driving, as one day this could be any of you.

Mar. 20th, 2008

Pretty Girl

This is a Zikki drabbler it's my frist so it's not gonna be that good. Enjoy and let me know what you think!!

                                                                                                                       Pretty Girl

Next to the pillow.  That's where she found it.  On an piece of paper with a rose.  Words of love, promise and a future.  From him.  Her love, her life, her everything.

I get that feeling
From the look in your eyes
That our true love
Will never die
Our love feels so true
Say you love me
I love you 
Pretty girl

From that moment on nothing else mattered but thier love.

Mar. 10th, 2008

Lawrence Olivier Awards 2008

Last night was the Lawrence Olivier Awards, held in London for the London stage.  Hairspray at the Shaftsbury was nominated for a staggering 11 awards!!  They won 4 for Best New Musical, Best Actress In A Musical - Leanne Jones, Best Actor In A Musical - Michael Ball, Best Performance in a Supporting Role in a Musical - Tracie Bennett!!  Congratulations guys!!!!!  Here's the link for the winners list http://www.officiallondontheatre.co.uk/news/display?contentId=98443 I can't wait to see this fab musical in June!!

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